OMGOSH!!!!!!!!! NAILS DONE ANTS BE GONE!!!!!
Feb 24, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gO3iMy-vgfk

oh my gosh you guys I am so excited
because um for the first time in over
five years I'm like professionally done
um some of you know some of you may not
know I
I went to school for doing my nails or
doing my nails do we know I went to
school and got my license and
cosmetology so I did hair makeup facials
waxing y'all name it but after I
finished schooling it just really wasn't
my it wasn't my cup of tea it after the
fact I am more of one of those that
likes to do nails but do him on a fun
basis not a living basis and so when I
got out of school I was so burnt from it
that I honestly just I didn't enjoy it
anymore and so the only thing I didn't
do was I did not pursue and go and do my
boards because it just wasn't something
I wanted to do but I had passed all of
my certifications and stuff like that
like I still have all of them actually I
was looking at him a couple weeks ago
because I was going through some boxes
and I found him and it's all the
certifications that I needed to pass
everything from the schooling so that I
could go and take those and take him to
the board to go take my boards but at
the time it was like unless it was like
$250 to go which is it a lot but
you know I didn't want to go and pay
money that I knew wasn't something that
I wanted to do so in return I didn't
pursue in getting my license however
doesn't mean that I don't like having my
nails done and I used to get my nails
done faithfully all the time and then
winter Maya had started candy garden is
not a really hard time like finding time
it became more of a hassle
then it was fun to go and get my nails
done so I laid off of it for a long time
and you know I just did them at home
myself and stuff and it's fine and it's
you know it's enjoyable but you know
going and getting pampered and things
like that it's nice to go and have that
done and it's something I have wanted to
do for a very long time but I didn't
want to do it until the little ones were
older because it is harder to navigate a
baby with nails and I never wanted to
scratch my babies with nails so it
wasn't even an option for me at the time
to get my nails done when the babies
were little same as I didn't wear my
wedding ring either now I don't because
it doesn't fit me but I didn't wear my
big what do you ring in her because it
was it was really pointless because it
would scratch the babies and I didn't
want that so anyways
I finally talked to ollie less or this
morning actually it's something we have
been talking about that it's something
I've wanted to do but you know we had to
fit it into our budget you know cuz
getting your nails done it's that's a
that's not a priority you know it's not
a must-have that's something extra is I
feel it is you know so it's not
something that's a must so it was
something that we needed to work into
our budget which you know working
something into your budget that's a
leisure it could take a couple of months
to get that into your budget and fit
that into your budget constantly from
there on out so with me starting up my
business and getting good amount of
cells and now selling my tumblers and
things like that on my side alone I you
know I brought it up to him I was like
do you think that it's something that I
could do I just you know I miss it I
really like to do it and so you know
after we talked and stuff and he knows
it's something I truly enjoyed that he
was like you know what that's fine go
ahead
you know whenever if it's in our
schedule and so this morning it's what
it's Saturday and so I called my old
Nell lady that and it's funny because
she remembers me because I have a family
member that still goes to her and so
it's the same lady I have gone to since
before I had Jeremiah
and I mean she she's known Jeremih since
he was a baby baby little little like
tiny tiny so a matter of fact she did my
nails like three days before I went to
go and get him
so it was exciting to bring him into the
nail shop and introduce him to her and
all that you know not they even probably
remembers he probably doesn't even know
who she is now
but anyway so she still asked about me
all the time from the family member that
still gets her nails done and so she was
just asking about me I guess yesterday
and it was funny because I had called
yesterday to get some pricing you know
just to see where prices are and stuff
now and so I called today and so I said
this is easy she's like Amy and I'm like
yes I'm like can I come in today and get
my nails done
she's like yeah so she's kindly fitting
me in between a couple of customers so
that way then our clients so that I can
get my nails done today so I'm really
excited so that's where I am on my way
now is to get my nails done so this is
exciting and I just wanted to also say
um I'm at a stop sign so that's what I'm
looking at you guys I just wanted to say
that yes I read the comment um where I
was seen on the street someone's seen my
sticker I don't know if that is who was
waving me down the other day if you guys
remember I was like somebody's waving me
down I don't know if they were waving to
get over or not but I think they were
waving at me
anyways I just wanted to recognize you
and say yes I'm so glad that you looked
me up and joined my channel it makes me
feel so honored to have people joining
my channel every single day it's such an
amazing feeling I love it
so yeah I just want to say welcome to
all of my new subscribers that have
joined I am so blessed to have such
amazing people here and I also wanted to
point out that if you guys see negative
comments on my channel which cuz we all
know they're out there and you're not
going to make everybody happy
and you're not gonna live by everybody's
standards and what they think is you
know acceptable or not you know as
people put negative comments I just ask
that you guys don't even pay attention
to it don't even entertain it I know
that you guys are sticking up for me and
you know holding my back and I'm totally
I I'm so honored and blessed that I have
such like I said amazing people out
there that stand up for me and fight for
you know what is right when people are
talking negative about me when they
really don't know my complete story
because they're obviously new people on
my chair looks they're people I don't
even recognize but you know don't even
waste your keyboard time to fight with
them you know sometimes it's just it's
sad that there are some people out there
that just have that on what do you want
to say it that
I'm trying to think of the word but you
know that just the ugliness of a of a
personality I guess is what I'm trying
to say that people have to really reach
out far to say negative things that put
people down but I just you know I I
don't even I don't even entertain at you
guys if you notice I really don't even
you know I don't comment back to them if
it's really nasty like there was one the
other day that was talking about my
kiddos and you know that's hitting below
the belt because to me you know you can
talk bad about me you can say things
about me but why bring my innocent
babies into it you know they have
nothing to do with that they didn't ask
for me to have a channel and I just
don't think that it's something that is
really acceptable that you need to
really say negative things about an
innocent child so you know but again
you're gonna have people out there would
that do it just because again they're
hurting they're miserable with
themselves and so they will try and her
people however they can because that's
how they get there they're their own
hurt feelings acrosses if they can hurt
somebody else
so but what that I just wanted you guys
to know that I I do recognize that there
are nasty people out there but I choose
just to try and ignore it the best I can
I don't feed into it because it's
pointless
and I just you know I wouldn't even
waste of my time I see it and I just
scroll over it honestly does not affect
me it doesn't stop my day it doesn't
make me who I'm gonna become so just you
know I love you guys so much
and there's so many so many amazing
people that have just become a part of
my life but let's leave those negative
ones alone just let them say what they
want to say and just scroll right over
it because if we entertain it that's
what they want they want people to
entertain them they want them to know
that they're getting a reaction and
that's why I choose not to give a
reaction is because it's pointless
so anyways but I just I noticed that I
noticed a couple of my longtime subbies
you know reaching out to them and just
you know putting them in their place and
I respect about a hundred percent and I
do appreciate that but you know just I
wouldn't even waste my efforts in time
go on and and you know respond to
somebody that is being kind and genuine
and gentlemen gentlemen genuine and you
know being a true human being and really
being a person in place where you know
in this crazy world can make a
positivity aspect rather than pulling
out a negative you need you well I'm
almost at my nail appointment so I will
talk to you guys in a little bit I will
see if maybe I can fall a little bit
while I'm in there but if I don't
just know that I will show you guys when
I get out what I got
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no doing this for my YouTube what I'm
doing but I won't show your face
you
okay you guys I am just getting back in
my car oh my god you guys want to see
what my nails look like I did it for C
well Saint Patrick's Day
I just I love him she does such a good
job I am so so so in love with them yes
and I like to have my nose long so you
know it works
they're pretty dry they're just a tad
tad tacky but not not bad not bad
so but by the time I get home they'll be
fully dry but yes I'm so exhausted so
long since I've had I'm done anyways so
now I am on my way home I actually I
need to call Ali really quick but
anyways yes you guys I am so excited I
got my nails done I feel just like you
know without feeling like you're just
getting something that you've wanted for
so long to be done you know and that's
just kind of how I feel like I've been
wanting my nails to get done so bad and
so um what I'm gonna try and do is do it
where I don't have to get a fill but
every four weeks so once a month that's
what I'm hoping for but yeah and I know
they're long but I I typically have
always gotten long nails so they should
be fine I mean worst case scenario I can
always draw them down a little bit but I
don't think that's gonna be the case I
think that they'll be perfectly fine but
yeah yeah anyways I hope you guys are
having a fantastic fantastic fantastical
day because I sure AM I'm having a great
day nice nice day
but anyways let me order this drawing
and then I will check in with you guys
hey you guys so I totally forgot to add
my way in so here it is so that is a
total of 8 ounces that I lost this week
there's no excuse as to why I would be
down only 8 ounces but that's just how
bodies work I guess so that's what we
have this week good evening everybody
we are finally finishing the night haha
I didn't know if we were ever gonna
finish it was a long long long long long
day so I got back from my nail shop and
stripped to my bedroom you guys because
I cannot seem to get rid of these ants
like I have done everything I just need
to show you guys this isn't he cute this
was Omar's we bought him will because
when we were gonna do his theme when he
was a baby we were gonna do teddy bears
and this little thing has been he this
little bear went with him to the NICU
when he was brand new yes this is his
little teddy bear and I found him in the
playroom the other day and I'm like oh
no no no no no no you're not playing
with you so mr. teddy bear
staying in Mama's room because I'm not
I'm not ready to share him nuts with
anybody anyways um but I got back from
the nail shop and me and Ollie like
stripped everything out
you know what's really weird is I found
the source of where my where the ants
were coming from sorry I found the
source of where the stupid ants were
coming from there on a box like a little
box I even know what the box was from
but a little box and literally literally
there was thousands of ants and I'm like
what are they after there's nothing on
the box so we clean that up and I had
the heebie-jeebies
I ate ants I hate anything that crawls
like that so I just go away you want to
pay rent go for it
there was one ant it was crawling on my
table yesterday and um he he was
carrying a little piece of food I
squished him and I told all the I said
why I squished mr. daddy that was taking
food to his family all he's like Annie
you let him take his food to of their
family I'm like really I'm like yeah
let's just keep nutriyums or nurturing
them
let's give keep letting them have
nutrients to keep multiplying no no no
no no no no no no no sympathy here he's
like you're still mean I'm like well
they want to pay rent they can come but
otherwise no they need to skadoodle out
of here I hate ants I hate them I hate
if you know anything about me you will
know that ants and me are the oh my god
yeah let's just say ants and I just
don't get along whatsoever
my current state of affairs is a see if
I could turn you guys well I don't want
to turn you guys around you guys see my
yellow well I tried to keep you guys
away from that um I have another cup on
the Turner I have a wineglass I'm really
hoping that this is gonna turn out I
don't know if it is or not but we're
gonna see and then I have another big
cup drying with Mod Podge I have to
think about for a minute so I have three
cups going I have my two or done done
they're done done done
I can actually put those ones up for
sell on Monday which I'm so excited well
the one the type of one is low and
behold going to become a Ramadan
household but uh my beauty one she will
be four so on Monday uh people are
asking me like how are you gonna do this
I want to be able to purchase them I I'm
really gonna try and do my sa shop you
guys I'm really really really gonna try
I just don't know no I don't know I you
know I don't get the whole aspect that
they want you to like price them and all
the seven I'm just like I don't
understand this so that's why I've stuck
with the Facebook stuff so I'm thinking
about making just a Facebook page just
for my cups alone that's what I'm
thinking um so I will because I have
vinyl night but vinyl that's not for my
cups I don't think I don't know what do
you guys think would that go under my
vinyl nut designs I mean I guess I could
I don't see why it wouldn't so I think
I'm gonna be loading the pictures up on
my vinyl net designs so if you guys are
wanting to purchase any of the cups or
again any of the shirts and did not fart
if you want to purchase anything it's
all gonna be under my facebook page
which is in the description below
vinyl net designs and then also there's
the merch page as well for life by Jin
and then pink fairy I do not do merch
myself for my channel but I always could
make you guys something if you're
wanting something with my merch on it or
not my merch but my name on it I could
totally do it but I just haven't gotten
to a point where I really want to bust
out like a whole March line like I'm not
not that big but I mean there's been a
few people that I've wanted some stuff
with my name on it so I am totally gamed
to do it I don't have a
come with it but I yeah so anyways okay
so let's let's do it already it's
feeding time um I am so in love with my
nails you guys these are just like I am
so in love someone was like why did you
choose like the rainbow like what what
is that stand for it's for st. Patrick's
Day see my other nails are gold and then
my rainbow I just don't have shamrocks
or anything on them because I want to
pay the difference I mean honestly it
was like everything added like five
dollars here five hours I might stop all
that we'll just do that we'll do this
but I absolutely look just I am so in
love with them I'm in love with them
yeah anyways I feel I feel back to
normal I feel like I'm I'm being pieced
back to my normal self um okay so
today's reading is on January 23rd the
reading says it's perfectly okay to let
go of relationships that no longer serve
you oh my gosh you guys we've got to
listen to this it's also okay to fully
immerse yourself in a new relationship
that nourishes your soul without feeling
guilty oh my gosh what have I told you
guys this book like knows what exactly
needs to be said Oh muck I'm like
tripping out what have I been doing with
you guys the last couple days I've been
dealing with a relationship issue and I
am like I've had a percent baffled
because like I don't proofread these I
don't read these ahead of time like this
is I read at the same time you guys are
hearing it so let's read that one again
because I surely need to hear that one
it's perfectly okay to let go of
relationships that no longer serve you
it's also okay to fully immerse yourself
in a new
relationship that nourishes your soul
without feeling guilty Wow Wow you guys
this book oh if you have not got your
copy please go grab your copy like I
don't get paid to say this but you guys
this like this book is something else I
am oh I will definitely be getting more
of her books because her books have just
done so much for me and you know and
it's so true again it's okay to let go
of those relationships that are not
bringing out the best in you that's you
know taking up time you know in space in
your mind and in your heart that brings
up the negative you know and it's okay
to put yourself into relationships and
pour yourself into relationships that
are gonna bring out the positive in you
and bring out the things that you're
wanting to also promote you know and and
that's exactly what I've been doing is
just kind of letting go of the
relationship and relationships that just
don't they don't do anything for me and
if they're not doing anything for me
it's okay to say it's okay it's not
working and look for the relationships
that will bring out the best of me which
is what I've been doing because I have
been seriously emerging myself in
relationships that are bringing out the
best in me and that is bringing out the
best in the other person and you know I
am because of my past
I'm very about really embracing
relationships but I know in my heart I
know that I have to let people have a
chance to get close to me so I have to
start letting those walls down a little
bit and learn to trust that not
everybody is out to hurt me or not that
everybody's out to let me down and vice
versa I'm not I'm not out to let anybody
down I'm not saying I'm a victim in any
of the relationships that I have had to
let go I'm not at all a victim I am just
as guilty as the person that
to me but our our relationship levels
are different I think because everybody
has different situations like I have
trust issues in abandonment and
rejection and and things like that so I
when I go into a relationship I always
go with my walls at 10 feet high like
it's over my head type you know even
with my counselor it took over a year to
finally let my walls break and just let
her in and now you know she's fully in
and we can embrace that relationship
between the two of us that was needed to
start healing all the other things that
have happened in the past however was
friendships it's the same thing I go in
with high walls and I go in with the
vision that they're gonna let me down
they're going to walk away from me when
the relationship gets tough you know
those are just things that I'm used to
and so I'm trying to teach myself that
not everybody is out to let me down or
for me to let somebody else down so it's
a great reminder and that book just hits
it all the way around that it's okay to
say this relationship just isn't really
doing what it needs to do for us so
let's move on to the next thing which is
and whatever that might be at that point
so that is I'm just so it's just amazing
to see any to read things that really
hit that ball and make it bounce for me
in a way that I don't feel like I am
this weird person that's going through
these weird things because I'm the only
one that seems to have trust issues with
relationships I love you too and then I
have a sweet daughter that always is
reminding me I love you mommy I love you
I love you mommy
what do you want honey
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okay Oh as soon as daddy comes out of
the room I will have him make that for
you okay
he will make you oh man
I promise okay hold on just a second
okay so anyways it just yeah that is and
I think that that really spoke to me
when I needed it to hear the most today
which is it's okay to say it's okay that
this relationship is not gonna work and
it's okay to embrace myself into
relationships that I say blossoming into
beautiful relationships whether I'm two
miles away from the person or 500,000
miles away from the person the factor is
is that a relationship can be so
beautiful in so many levels and it
doesn't have to be where you're with
them 24/7 or on the phone with them 24/7
because if you're not on the phone with
them 24/7
then you're made out to be this person
that doesn't care and you know and
that's kind of where I was feeling there
at the end as I felt like you know I had
to be the therapist I had to be the
person present constantly and you know
that just doesn't mean I'm just not in
that mindset right now that I want to be
that type of friend where I'm on the
phone 24/7 I have responsibilities I
have things I have to do I've got you
know two different businesses that I'm
running I have a family that I also take
care of my husband runs a business that
he's running and you know so I when I
have time I love to chat chat and
check-in and things like that but also
to to expect someone to sit on the phone
24/7 and only be the receiver and not be
able to fill in where I'm at in my
position in life it's really tiring
really I mean it gets boring you know
it's a it's a repetitious thing that is
just like okay so I am I'm I'm in such a
better space after reading that tonight
that it tells me it's okay
it is okay Amy doesn't have to be
on the phone 24/7 to feel like that
relationship is the only valued
relationship and it's okay to say you
know those relationships just isn't
going anywhere because there's too many
expectations that I'm not going to be
able to fulfill and as long as I'm
constantly trying to fulfill
expectations of another person and not
putting my own expectations on things
those are relationships that are a
dead-end road by the end of the time so
yeah I'm just I this book is just
amazing oh my gosh amazing okay I just
wanted to go over a few of my comments
cuz I haven't done that in a while and I
know that I love to read some of the
comments with you guys and respond you
know vocally to you guys rather than
always doing the typing and I'll still
type in answers as well - like responses
but sometimes I just like to read some
of them so anyways again there's no
given one that I choose over another I
just kind of go down the list and I just
randomly pick some but there's not one
particular word that sticks out that I
look for on every one of them if that
makes any sense so first one it's on my
video always safety first and by the way
I didn't make that video I hope anybody
did not get offended when I made that
video or that that title or the
thumbnail you know I honestly believe
that you know what was pointed out to me
is true and so for sure you know I
wanted to make sure and respect you know
the concerns and you know knowing that
there are some people that have sadly
lost family with accidents and stuff you
know you don't think about that when you
haven't done that you know or that you
haven't heard from somebody close to you
and so I just wanted to you know
apologize for anybody that I might have
offended at any given time making that
thumbnail or the title because that was
not my intention and I also want to say
that I am super
or duper sorry for anybody that has lost
family within accidents of you know
drivers that aren't paying attention are
that you know are being careless
whether it's texting or you know I will
never touch my phone in a sense of
texting or answering a phone call while
I'm driving that just doesn't happen but
if you notice I will always say okay I'm
not a stoplight I'm going to shut my
phone off now because I know I'm stopped
and I can just click it really quick and
I'm done or you know I'll turn on my
phone before I even pull out of my
driveway and I will talk while I'm
driving until again I'm at a stoplight
or something I want to shut it off but I
just wanted to let everybody know that I
am very sorry if there has been people
that have lost family over drivers that
don't pay attention you know or take
driving as something that you know isn't
a big responsibility you know I
personally know somebody that is
spending time in prison right now 16
years to be in to be factor due to the
fact she was drinking and driving and
she drove on the wrong side of the
freeway and killed two people
immediately just killed him and you know
she wasn't my friend but she was a child
care child care mom so she was a day
care mom of mine and sadly she left
three kids behind while she's still in
prison
she'll be in prison for another I want
to say it's like six years and the sad
part about is she gets to get out but
those people that she took their lives
will never get to come back and so don't
ever think for two seconds that I take
that lightly because I don't and I
appreciate that people look out for me
and also look out for drivers and you
know and feel comfortable enough to
bring that up to me and say hey you know
maybe maybe take a little bit more
caution in that because I appreciate it
okay first one I'm going to say the way
that I know her name because I am NOT
going to Burchard Bircher I'm not gonna
butcher this name so Jean
says this lady is just complete nuts and
silly and that's what I love about her
because I am the same way I love you and
I love you too jeans so much and they
appreciate the friendship that we have
and she's you know one that it does live
close enough to me that we've gotten to
go to breakfast and you know and I think
that that's a relationship that I need
to take more time and nurture rather
than nurturing some relationships that
will just never go anywhere okay um
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let's see okay I'm gonna say it the way
that I know her name because I am NOT
gonna butcher this name Elizabeth it's
on the struggling struggling about the
news that I got there's a great quote
from Maya Angelou ain't Anglo never
makes someone a priority when you're
when all you are to them as an option
you know that is such an amazing quote
because it is so so so true and I could
not say thank you for sharing that more
because that just really that touches me
Jodi says from the always safety first
video love the new cups absolutely
beautiful thank you so much I can't wait
to see what all I mean like I said
before it's endless it is honestly
endless of the things that can be done
with these cups so I'm excited to see
where it takes me and how how it goes I
don't have it honey
okay jam it on the safety first always
safety first video you are not wearing a
safe seat belt tell the truth and
honestly my response to you was I do the
best I can sweetie and that is honestly
my the the best that I can say you know
with the weight that I am I cannot wear
my safety seatbelt the way that it
should properly be put down
also my car for some reason does not
accept extend extenders we have tried
multiple different extenders all the way
to the universal extenders my car does
not fit any of those extenders I've
called the the manufacturer for the my
car they do not offer the extenders for
this this particular Ford car I don't
know why I've never had a problem with
four and having okay hold on take it to
so I think I'm gonna do a live you guys
on let's do a live on Wednesday how
about that you guys want to do a live on
Wednesday we are going to do a live on
Wednesday and I'm going to write this
down so I don't forget live Wednesday
February 27th at 5:00 p.m. Pacific
Standard Time that will be on a
Wednesday I will be doing the live so we
will just chitchat and talk and you know
come up with some great questions to ask
me and yeah I think that will be fun so
anyways let's plan that live and I will
continue to keep reminding you guys so
that way you don't forget but I will
love to talk with you guys should chat
get to know some of the new subscribers
that I haven't been able to get to know
you know on a one-on-one so that will be
great
but that will be on the 27th of
which is a wooden stay at 5 p.m. so
anyways alright you guys I'm gonna close
for now I will check with you guys
tomorrow bright and shiny in the morning
until then sweet dreams bye bye
